Well, I did weigh in on Tuesday, as promised. BUT, I don't accept what the scale says. Pretty sure that was all water weight. It put me at 181. However, this morning, after getting back into the healthier routine at home, I weighed in at 177.8, so let's go with that, shall we?
Anyway - body feels 'tighter' and clothes are looser (??? - 'more loose'???), so I'm feeling good about the last 14 days. I'll take it as a good start. Groceries are already bought for the next few days and I am eager to lose these last 25-30 lbs. I think I will make Thanksgiving my goal for the scale to say, "Hello, Erin, how are you? Did you know you weigh 150 healthy pounds today? That's right, 150." I might just get down on the floor and kiss that scale when it says that to me! And that is really saying something, because in my opinion mouths and feet do not mix!
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Monday, July 4, 2011
Day 11 to The End
Well, Days 11 and 12 went off without a hitch, except for one thing --- I was preparing for our trip over the holiday weekend and I didn't get a lot of sleep on Night 12. As you many recall, I was already pretty sleep deprived going into Day 12, so the 4am bedtime did not help anything when Day 13 rolled around. Actually, Day 13 wasn't the problem, but Night 12 kinda was. About 12:30/1 am I was furiously working on a photography project that would be due just 24 hrs after we returned from our trip + trying to get things packed for our trip + working on another art project that had to be done before our trip! Hubby was trying to be helpful, giving some criticism/advice to my work, or something, I don't exactly remember, and I went into SERIOUS rage mode. I ended up telling him to just leave me alone, stop talking to me, because I needed to focus and get my work done.
I continued to stay on my diet for Day 13, even though we were on the road (I packed fruits and veggies and nuts for the road.)
Day 14 was cheat day. I didn't cheat at breakfast, though, because I knew I would be cheating at breakfast on Day 15, as we had something special planned.
I don't know what I weighed in at on Day 14, because I didn't have access to scales. I will weigh in tomorrow morning for the most accurate I can possibly be about it.
I have continued my healthy eating habits the last couple of days, but had an unexpected cheat dinner on Day 15, where I definitely indulged way too much. I woke up in the middle of the night with stomach cramps and sweating!
So, technically, today is Day 16. I will show y'all a pic of tomorrow's weigh-in, which will officially end this blog.
BUT ---Fear not. I will begin anew with, "Sticking to it --- the diet after the diet." --- this new blog will include weekly check-ins to share recipes, weight loss goals achieved (or not), and all the perils and pitfalls of trying to live healthy in a very unhealthy world.
I continued to stay on my diet for Day 13, even though we were on the road (I packed fruits and veggies and nuts for the road.)
Day 14 was cheat day. I didn't cheat at breakfast, though, because I knew I would be cheating at breakfast on Day 15, as we had something special planned.
I don't know what I weighed in at on Day 14, because I didn't have access to scales. I will weigh in tomorrow morning for the most accurate I can possibly be about it.
I have continued my healthy eating habits the last couple of days, but had an unexpected cheat dinner on Day 15, where I definitely indulged way too much. I woke up in the middle of the night with stomach cramps and sweating!
So, technically, today is Day 16. I will show y'all a pic of tomorrow's weigh-in, which will officially end this blog.
BUT ---Fear not. I will begin anew with, "Sticking to it --- the diet after the diet." --- this new blog will include weekly check-ins to share recipes, weight loss goals achieved (or not), and all the perils and pitfalls of trying to live healthy in a very unhealthy world.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Day 10 - Busy Girl!
Welllll. . . I kinda missed a meal - the "post-workout" smoothie. But I don't really care, because I was just soooo busy! Besides, I didn't work out anyway. I don't like that. I intended to, but never got around to it. Not great. I WILL do it tonight, though.
Anyway, I kind of have a good excuse. I e-mailed the owner of a local coffee shop about diisplaying my photography! This is something I have been meaning to do for a very long time and have either been too scared or too lazy to do it. So, I am quite proud of myself today.
BUT, it kind of took forever to get my stuff to the lady! I finally ended up loading it on to Flickr. Here's the link, if you're interested.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/erinvolker/sets/
Sleep is still somewhat frustrating, even with the tryptophan. I've woken up around 1:30 the last two nights and had a hard time falling back asleep. Wah-wah.
Argument/Discussions/Disagreements with Hubby continue to be productive and are not escalating to screaming matches! Yay! That's the best news of all! (Same with my students - not letting little things turn into big things.
btw --- wearing my 'skinny' jeans today! And I don't really have belly hangover - even when sitting! Sweet!
Anyway, I kind of have a good excuse. I e-mailed the owner of a local coffee shop about diisplaying my photography! This is something I have been meaning to do for a very long time and have either been too scared or too lazy to do it. So, I am quite proud of myself today.
BUT, it kind of took forever to get my stuff to the lady! I finally ended up loading it on to Flickr. Here's the link, if you're interested.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/erinvolker/sets/
Sleep is still somewhat frustrating, even with the tryptophan. I've woken up around 1:30 the last two nights and had a hard time falling back asleep. Wah-wah.
Argument/Discussions/Disagreements with Hubby continue to be productive and are not escalating to screaming matches! Yay! That's the best news of all! (Same with my students - not letting little things turn into big things.
btw --- wearing my 'skinny' jeans today! And I don't really have belly hangover - even when sitting! Sweet!
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Days 8 and 9 - a migraine comes on.
I should let you know --- menu-wise, Days 8-13 are almost identical to Days 1-6. The only difference I've seen is a few strawberries introduced at the end of this week.
Day 8 - uneventful. The day after the birthday celebration, we hadn't gotten to bed until after 3 am, which is rather late for us. Breakfast didn't happen 'til noon, so I cheated a little --- had a slice of toast and butter with breakfast. But then I skipped the two snacks that day. so I figure it sorta evened out.
I do think the tryptophan is helping with sleep, though; maybe too much.
Day 9 - all meals went just fine until the end of the day. I developed a headache around 6/6:30 that wouldn't go away. By the time I had convinced myself to try and eat something at 7:30, it had become a full-blown migraine. I was too nauseous to eat. I got the food out of the fridge, but just put it right back. Just looking at it was turning my stomach. Went to bed and stayed there the rest of the night. Hubby made me take migraine medicine at 9:30, but I still didn't get out of bed. So, I missed my workout too. :-(
Day 8 - uneventful. The day after the birthday celebration, we hadn't gotten to bed until after 3 am, which is rather late for us. Breakfast didn't happen 'til noon, so I cheated a little --- had a slice of toast and butter with breakfast. But then I skipped the two snacks that day. so I figure it sorta evened out.
I do think the tryptophan is helping with sleep, though; maybe too much.
Day 9 - all meals went just fine until the end of the day. I developed a headache around 6/6:30 that wouldn't go away. By the time I had convinced myself to try and eat something at 7:30, it had become a full-blown migraine. I was too nauseous to eat. I got the food out of the fridge, but just put it right back. Just looking at it was turning my stomach. Went to bed and stayed there the rest of the night. Hubby made me take migraine medicine at 9:30, but I still didn't get out of bed. So, I missed my workout too. :-(
"Cheat" Day
So, once a week I am allowed a "cheat" day. This means I can have whatever I want, within moderation.
I had been looking forward to this all week, of course.
What had I been looking forward to most? Fuzzy's breakfast tacos!!!
Maybe I had never actually had these before and only seen them on the menu, because they were not as scrumptious as I had built them up to be. I had two --- one chorizo, egg and cheese; the other the same + potato. I've had this sort of thing before, but it just didn't taste that great this time. Hot sauce helped, but not enough.
The other thing I had been craving was a Double Chocolate Cheesecake slice from Barnes and Noble cafe. I didn't end up getting that.
Instead, because cheat day is not just about me, but also about my husband (He is really trying to stay on the diet --- it's more difficult for him because he's not home as much as I am this summer.) we had Smoothie King for lunch. He got his usual full sugar large Angel Food smoothie. I got a small "skinny" (sugarfree, I think, is what that means) Chocolate Peanut Power Plus (I think that's the name --- chocolate, pb, and banana). That was pretty yummy and I suppose it satisfied my chocolate craving.
We had a friend's birthday celebration to go to, so the rest of the night wasn't really about our cravings or choices so much. We ate at Babe's Chicken Dinner restaurant. I had a little bit of the salad (NOTHING nutritious about this salad), a thigh of hickory smoked chicken and a leg of fried chicken, just a little bit of corn and mashed potatoes with gravy, and a biscuit with butter and molasses (not much molasses) and a Diet Dr. Pepper to drink.
Of course, birthday cake was served, so I also had a slice of that. Yummy!
Afterward we went over to their house to continue the celebration and I had another Diet Dr. Pepper and a couple pieces of licorice.
All in all, I would say it was pretty successful, and this is what I learned from "Cheat" Day:
*Not everything you crave is really as yummy as it is cracked up to be. Listen to your tastebuds.
*It's nice to have a cheat day fall on a day when people expect you to be part of the food celebration.
*I really do like Diet Dr. Pepper, but I wish that waitress would have brought me a water when my glass was empty.
*Even when you're cheating, you can still be healthier than you would be if you weren't even thinking about your diet. I ate smaller portions and still took a lot of care to avoid sugar, for the most part.
I had been looking forward to this all week, of course.
What had I been looking forward to most? Fuzzy's breakfast tacos!!!
Maybe I had never actually had these before and only seen them on the menu, because they were not as scrumptious as I had built them up to be. I had two --- one chorizo, egg and cheese; the other the same + potato. I've had this sort of thing before, but it just didn't taste that great this time. Hot sauce helped, but not enough.
The other thing I had been craving was a Double Chocolate Cheesecake slice from Barnes and Noble cafe. I didn't end up getting that.
Instead, because cheat day is not just about me, but also about my husband (He is really trying to stay on the diet --- it's more difficult for him because he's not home as much as I am this summer.) we had Smoothie King for lunch. He got his usual full sugar large Angel Food smoothie. I got a small "skinny" (sugarfree, I think, is what that means) Chocolate Peanut Power Plus (I think that's the name --- chocolate, pb, and banana). That was pretty yummy and I suppose it satisfied my chocolate craving.
We had a friend's birthday celebration to go to, so the rest of the night wasn't really about our cravings or choices so much. We ate at Babe's Chicken Dinner restaurant. I had a little bit of the salad (NOTHING nutritious about this salad), a thigh of hickory smoked chicken and a leg of fried chicken, just a little bit of corn and mashed potatoes with gravy, and a biscuit with butter and molasses (not much molasses) and a Diet Dr. Pepper to drink.
Of course, birthday cake was served, so I also had a slice of that. Yummy!
Afterward we went over to their house to continue the celebration and I had another Diet Dr. Pepper and a couple pieces of licorice.
All in all, I would say it was pretty successful, and this is what I learned from "Cheat" Day:
*Not everything you crave is really as yummy as it is cracked up to be. Listen to your tastebuds.
*It's nice to have a cheat day fall on a day when people expect you to be part of the food celebration.
*I really do like Diet Dr. Pepper, but I wish that waitress would have brought me a water when my glass was empty.
*Even when you're cheating, you can still be healthier than you would be if you weren't even thinking about your diet. I ate smaller portions and still took a lot of care to avoid sugar, for the most part.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Hello! Did you miss me???
So, obviously, this post is going to cover Days 4,5, and 6.
Let me first tell you this:
Emotional drama on Days 4 and 5. Crying, getting upset over stupid stuff. Thursday night (Day 5) was really bad --- cried and cried and cried, almost cried myself to sleep. Hubby tried and tried and tried, but I still cried and cried and cried. It's almost laughable now, 36 hours later, but it wasn't funny at the time. In fact, I remember being pretty angry, "Why does it have to be like this? I have to watch what I eat so closely, take supplements, exercise, meditate/pray/whatever you want to call it, and I STILL end up like this? Then other people eat whatever they want, never exercise, and don't have a spiritual bone in their body and they're just happy as turtledoves!" I felt like I must have done something pretty horrific in another lifetime to end up with this fate.
Of course, I got over it.
And the thing I didn't mention in all of that is behavioral modification therapy. Basicallying, you have to re-train yourself on how to react to things that can trigger your depression or rage or anxiety or whatever your neurosis happens to be. Yeah, well, therapy costs money, so that's gonna have to wait. Oh well.
Let me next tell you this:
I started my supplement regimen, coincidentally, on Day 4. I spent about $50 at Vitamin Shoppe on the following:
Fish Oil capsules
L-Glutamine
Biotin
Acidophilus
and I already had Centrum Mulitvitamin/Multimineral and Tryptophan at home.
I take one of each of everything but the tryptophan with breakfast in the morning. The tryptophan I take three of at bedtime. It's supposed to help with sleep. I only took it for the first time last night, so I can't really say for sure if it's a cure for my sleeplessness, especially since last night I went to bed at 1 and didn't get up 'til 9, which is what my body seems to naturally prefer vs. 10pm and and 6:30.
Okay, onto the food:
I will share some pics, since I don't really want to go through EVERY LITTLE THING I had to eat over the last 3 days.
This sandwich was rough - no dressing of any kind. D-RY! Also, I learned a valuable lesson this week: you MUST toast spelt bread. It tastes waaaaay better and it doesn't fall apart when you make a sandwich.
Isn't this pretty? Tomatoes from the Farmer's Market are soooooo much better than even the best tomatoes at the best grocery stores!
Like I said before, toasted is much better. I couldn't even wait to take a pic! I had to get a bite! Very yummy, indeed.
Yet another delicious meal. That is chicken off of a rotisserie chicken from the store, in case you're wondering. I lightly salted the cauliflower and ate half the avocado quarter with salt and the other half without.
Spaghetti squash! A little crunchy, but still good. Maybe I didn't cook it long enough?
Mmmmmm. . . Mahi-Mahi! I couldn't even eat the salad, I was so full!
Pretty yummy! And I got to eat 2 hardboiled eggs with it as well!
And now. . . the best for last. . .
THAT WAS MY NAKED WEIGH-IN THIS MORNING!!! I LOST 3 LBS! WOOHOOOOO!!!!
Let me first tell you this:
Emotional drama on Days 4 and 5. Crying, getting upset over stupid stuff. Thursday night (Day 5) was really bad --- cried and cried and cried, almost cried myself to sleep. Hubby tried and tried and tried, but I still cried and cried and cried. It's almost laughable now, 36 hours later, but it wasn't funny at the time. In fact, I remember being pretty angry, "Why does it have to be like this? I have to watch what I eat so closely, take supplements, exercise, meditate/pray/whatever you want to call it, and I STILL end up like this? Then other people eat whatever they want, never exercise, and don't have a spiritual bone in their body and they're just happy as turtledoves!" I felt like I must have done something pretty horrific in another lifetime to end up with this fate.
Of course, I got over it.
And the thing I didn't mention in all of that is behavioral modification therapy. Basicallying, you have to re-train yourself on how to react to things that can trigger your depression or rage or anxiety or whatever your neurosis happens to be. Yeah, well, therapy costs money, so that's gonna have to wait. Oh well.
Let me next tell you this:
I started my supplement regimen, coincidentally, on Day 4. I spent about $50 at Vitamin Shoppe on the following:
Fish Oil capsules
L-Glutamine
Biotin
Acidophilus
and I already had Centrum Mulitvitamin/Multimineral and Tryptophan at home.
I take one of each of everything but the tryptophan with breakfast in the morning. The tryptophan I take three of at bedtime. It's supposed to help with sleep. I only took it for the first time last night, so I can't really say for sure if it's a cure for my sleeplessness, especially since last night I went to bed at 1 and didn't get up 'til 9, which is what my body seems to naturally prefer vs. 10pm and and 6:30.
Okay, onto the food:
I will share some pics, since I don't really want to go through EVERY LITTLE THING I had to eat over the last 3 days.
Isn't this pretty? Tomatoes from the Farmer's Market are soooooo much better than even the best tomatoes at the best grocery stores!
Yet another delicious meal. That is chicken off of a rotisserie chicken from the store, in case you're wondering. I lightly salted the cauliflower and ate half the avocado quarter with salt and the other half without.
Spaghetti squash! A little crunchy, but still good. Maybe I didn't cook it long enough?
And now. . . the best for last. . .
THAT WAS MY NAKED WEIGH-IN THIS MORNING!!! I LOST 3 LBS! WOOHOOOOO!!!!
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Day 3 - tired, but not beaten
The good news is:
Absolutely no 'cheating' today!
Before I really get to talking to you about food, though, I would just like to share some mood info with y'all. (I mean, this IS why we're here, right?)
So, I had a bit of sleeplessness again last night, for just a couple of hours; BUT, if you will recall, I was already a bit sleep-deprived from Sunday night. So, this morning when my husband literally EXPLODES out of bed in a bad mood, complaining about 3 or 4 things at once. . . I was rather shocked at myself (and I think he was too) that I did not explode right back at him and therefore ruin our morning. He stayed in a bad mood for a while, Folks. I mean, he wasn't exactly mad at me, just annoyed with the world. (He is trying to diet and exercise, but doesn't really like these meals I'm making and is not too strict with himself. He's mainly just seeing what effect cutting caffeine and sugar will do for him.)
Okay, so that's one point so far for "Stability" and zero points for "Rage or Depression". Yay!
Next, at school (I'm a teacher), one of my students was pretty sleep-deprived and grumpy. The others weren't exactly enthusiastic about my plans (even though I was offering them a math game vs. "yet another worksheet"). BUT, I did not get upset. I kind of joked around with them about it, but I never got upset, not even internally. Even when Sleepy tried to get a little extra attention and be dramatic. I calmly told her what was acceptable and ignored her while she pouted about it. She rallied, got herself back into the game (with a sort of enthusiasm, actually) and we all had a bit of a joke about her temper. (Poor thing - wish I could help her with her diet/ sleep routine. I'm sure she needs it.)
So, where are we, TWO points on the board for Stability and Rage is still at zero. Yup, I think so!
NEXT --- You know how I told you I was mucho tired, right? Well, normally, I would just come home and sleep and not care what was happening in the world outside. BUT, today, I was really motivated to get a healthy night's sleep (I just feel, well, sort of more capable of being RATIONAL.) so I went for a hot, sweaty walk outdoors when I got home, right past the Farmer's Market, where I picked up a few fresh veggies. Sooooo. . . score one for Not Depressed!
Well, the rest of the day has been a little groggy still, but I've managed to keep moving. The food was de-lish! Here are some pics for you:
Breakfast - okay, that was not so great. Dry tomato bacon sandwich. Bread is just really hard to eat that way! Well, this bread was (Spelt) --- too dry and crumbly. My usual Oatnut bread was really calling my name, I can assure you!
Snack --- some cashews. Didn't have Brazil or Macadamia nuts.
Lunch - OHMIGAWD THIS WAS SOOOOOO GOOD!
At first I thought it wouldn't be 'interesting' enough for my palette because it was so green. To me, variety in color = yummy. But, oh was I wrong!
Ingredients: Spinach, celery, cucumber, avocado, green apple, turkey breast. Dressed with a little olive oil and apple cider vinegar.
Snack --- yummy banana protein shake. I added a Tbsp of ground flax seed, some cinnamon, and a tsp of sugar free caramel syrup
Dinner --- Also most incredibly, edibly de-freakin-lish-is!
Anywayyyy --- 4 oz. turkey bacon, sauteed with mushrooms and onions, served over spinach sauteed in 2 Tbsp. olive oil. Sooooo good! With meals like these, who needs cheat days???
So, just a couple more quick things to share with you. . .
First of all, I thought you might want a glimpse of the fridge:
Notice: tons and tons of veggies, lots of meat and eggs, but no cheese, no sweets, no milk. The red stuff is SF Strawberry Lemonade for the Hub.
Maybe if you're good I'll show you my pantry tomorrow!
Okay, hate to leave you with this, but we'd better get a "before" pic in, before it's too late! This was taken after breakfast this morning:
Hope that doesn't give you nightmares!
I'm off to relax myself in a nice tub of bath salts and crawl into bed. Whew! Can't believe I didn't crash today! HUGE SUCCESS!
Absolutely no 'cheating' today!
Before I really get to talking to you about food, though, I would just like to share some mood info with y'all. (I mean, this IS why we're here, right?)
So, I had a bit of sleeplessness again last night, for just a couple of hours; BUT, if you will recall, I was already a bit sleep-deprived from Sunday night. So, this morning when my husband literally EXPLODES out of bed in a bad mood, complaining about 3 or 4 things at once. . . I was rather shocked at myself (and I think he was too) that I did not explode right back at him and therefore ruin our morning. He stayed in a bad mood for a while, Folks. I mean, he wasn't exactly mad at me, just annoyed with the world. (He is trying to diet and exercise, but doesn't really like these meals I'm making and is not too strict with himself. He's mainly just seeing what effect cutting caffeine and sugar will do for him.)
Okay, so that's one point so far for "Stability" and zero points for "Rage or Depression". Yay!
Next, at school (I'm a teacher), one of my students was pretty sleep-deprived and grumpy. The others weren't exactly enthusiastic about my plans (even though I was offering them a math game vs. "yet another worksheet"). BUT, I did not get upset. I kind of joked around with them about it, but I never got upset, not even internally. Even when Sleepy tried to get a little extra attention and be dramatic. I calmly told her what was acceptable and ignored her while she pouted about it. She rallied, got herself back into the game (with a sort of enthusiasm, actually) and we all had a bit of a joke about her temper. (Poor thing - wish I could help her with her diet/ sleep routine. I'm sure she needs it.)
So, where are we, TWO points on the board for Stability and Rage is still at zero. Yup, I think so!
NEXT --- You know how I told you I was mucho tired, right? Well, normally, I would just come home and sleep and not care what was happening in the world outside. BUT, today, I was really motivated to get a healthy night's sleep (I just feel, well, sort of more capable of being RATIONAL.) so I went for a hot, sweaty walk outdoors when I got home, right past the Farmer's Market, where I picked up a few fresh veggies. Sooooo. . . score one for Not Depressed!
Well, the rest of the day has been a little groggy still, but I've managed to keep moving. The food was de-lish! Here are some pics for you:
Breakfast - okay, that was not so great. Dry tomato bacon sandwich. Bread is just really hard to eat that way! Well, this bread was (Spelt) --- too dry and crumbly. My usual Oatnut bread was really calling my name, I can assure you!
Snack --- some cashews. Didn't have Brazil or Macadamia nuts.
Lunch - OHMIGAWD THIS WAS SOOOOOO GOOD!
At first I thought it wouldn't be 'interesting' enough for my palette because it was so green. To me, variety in color = yummy. But, oh was I wrong!
Ingredients: Spinach, celery, cucumber, avocado, green apple, turkey breast. Dressed with a little olive oil and apple cider vinegar.
Snack --- yummy banana protein shake. I added a Tbsp of ground flax seed, some cinnamon, and a tsp of sugar free caramel syrup
Dinner --- Also most incredibly, edibly de-freakin-lish-is!
Anywayyyy --- 4 oz. turkey bacon, sauteed with mushrooms and onions, served over spinach sauteed in 2 Tbsp. olive oil. Sooooo good! With meals like these, who needs cheat days???
So, just a couple more quick things to share with you. . .
First of all, I thought you might want a glimpse of the fridge:
Maybe if you're good I'll show you my pantry tomorrow!
Okay, hate to leave you with this, but we'd better get a "before" pic in, before it's too late! This was taken after breakfast this morning:
I'm off to relax myself in a nice tub of bath salts and crawl into bed. Whew! Can't believe I didn't crash today! HUGE SUCCESS!
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